An expensively produced documentary about what women want. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lz9gqWq-t3c

Guy deflated his fake muscles and he has long hair now ahaha

Interesting discussion from Sean Nalewanyj

Who's Natty And Who's Not?? (Finally Addressing This) - YouTube

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I lived through yet another summer of the same old dating nonsense.

Here's what happened:

1. Spammed a ton of women on social media. Got some dates. Got ghosted. Saw one of the women that allegedly really liked me on a date with another guy two days later. Btw she's an alleged Christian woman. (To be honest, she is in a Christian sect rather than a real Christian.)

2. Tons of pointless texting. 

3. The boyfriends of some women started writing me insults and threats. I played it cool and even invited one guy to come meet if he's so tough. He never replied.

4. Tons of women who are always "busy": travel, exams, I don't know what. 

I started talking with one woman in the beginning of the summer. She told me: "Can't meet. I have rehearsals from 9 to 22." Yeah, right, bitch.

5. I cold approached around 300 women for the good old times. Got 5 numbers and 6 facebooks. Only one of the women responded. She seemed really interested. When I asked her out, she said I'm married. 

That woman acted flirty as hell when we met. I guess she just wanted the attention. I responded: "Don't write me anymore then." She got furious and blocked me.



6. One woman that I was on a date with in February texted me in August. I asked her out again. She said "maybe in September. I'm traveling."

Well, fuck that, to be honest. 

I'm done at this point. 

What gets you is the repetitive pattern. You can't talk to so many women without experiencing some changes in you. 

Do you know how many times I see women on a street that I've talked to? I don't remember their names, but I do remember them. 

At this point, that's all I can do. I don't want to text anyone nor try.

I did my trying. 

It is what it is and there's that.

https://kissandwakeup.co.uk/

I found it and it looks cool. 

I recently installed two allegedly religious dating apps, despite that im atheist, mainly to see if things would be different on them (more matches, better behavior). On one of them i have matched with 3 women. One blocked me overnight despite that i thought it was going well, which is disappointing but at least i can make sense of it; maybe then she had gotten her validation or entertainment, or maybe she saw a bigger better match a little later, and blocked me. But two of them unmatched me immediately after we matched, before i could even go to the new conversation, which just doesnt make sense to me. Does anyone know why they would do that?

One of them in particular i dont understand and happened just now, causing me to make this thread. I sent a special message to her which she accepted, causing us to match. But before i could go to what should have been the new conversation, it said "unmatched". Why would you accept someone's special request to match with you, only to immediately unmatch them? It would seem like a bug or intentional sabotage by the app, but i suspect that's not cynical enough and they simply behave like that?

Should I never care again.  Should I do the opposite of caring like I use to. Or do I keep caring? 

From reading the last article.

What are ways to improve masculinity?

“A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her.”

― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray


“The heart of man is very much like the sea, it has its storms, it has its tides and in its depths it has its pearls too”

― Vincent van Gogh, The Letters of Vincent van Gogh


“But it is the same with man as with the tree. The more he seeks to rise into the height and light, the more vigorously do his roots struggle earthword, downword, into the dark, the deep - into evil.”

― Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra

“Man serves the interests of no creature except himself.”

― George Orwell, Animal Farm


“He wears a mask, and his face grows to fit it.”

― George Orwell, Shooting an Elephant