(07-21-2020, 05:09 AM)TruthSeeker Wrote: The dating game is just so hard for me that even if I get a small win, it all goes away into the nothingness soon enough. Hence why I'd often ask myself why am I even playing and what could I ever possibly accomplish.
I have been rejected so many times that I'd probably forgotten more interactions with women than people have had in their entire lives.
The main reason why the world is this way is that society has moved away from God. We want to make our own rules. To be our own gods, but in the end, we all end up being miserable clowns who live a pointless secular lifestyle in one way or another. You can hate religion, but the alternatives aren't all that great as shown by the modern atheistic world controlled by TV show doctrines.
In fact, I got rejected by another woman. We went on a date, she agreed on a second one but then she suddenly became "Really Busy."
The moral irony is that you have a level of courage in particular, and perseverance as well, which the women who reject you can hardly imagine let alone measure themselves with - and yet you are the one who must subject yourself to their judgement.
Did you cold approach her?
Personally, I came home today from spending the weekend at a girl's apartment (the same one I mentioned recently who is "done"). But I feel no lasting benefit from having done so, it feels utterly mundane. And even while we have sex or are somewhat affectionate like how a real couple would be, the positive feeling still feels shallow and dishonest underneath the mere surface, because I am not with her out of real attraction or let alone love.
I am with her because I don't have any functional way to meet new women who I'm actually attracted to. Both of us are disillusioned, but like with you and the actress it's because of entirely different reasons. And in fact like you, I just got rejected today as well. I am so sick of being worthless in the sexual marketplace and having to live like this..... I know it's just a rant, but I don't want to be powerless like this anymore.