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I never drank smoke or did any drugs growing up until I turned 19, now it has been 1 and a half years of drinking about 50 drinks per week.

Did I fuck myself for good.

no. alcohol is long term destroyer not short . think about all those alcoholics who drank them self to death. They recover why not you .

Should be okay. The body can recover up to a point. Its better you have this epiphany now than 20 years later.

Yes you have fucked yourself, there is no going back now. You should kill yourself now so your future offspring wont suffer from fetal alcohol syndrome.